<*dv_2*>I was told to write about TS Carr. Well, I am fascinated with life. Yeah baby, surrealism. I used to strive to excel and exceed - bookworm, workaholic, sarcastic and sweetly vain. Now I just lie awake at night and listen to the ocean crashing against the cliffs....... or I dream of flying away. Running quickly away. I remind my friends to breathe and sometimes forget to do so myself. Crisp sheets, feather duvets<*dv_1*>, pine needles and pumpkins<*dv_4*> in autumn. Caramel and Butterscotch warm my soul. If you like restraint and perfection - you would never understand me. I take initiative, laugh even when inappropriate and kiss<*dv_0*> first, talk later. I work all the time. I dislike Rules but respect their purpose. I might invite myself to sleep on your couch or order your coffee if you're late. I never understood why this is considered wrong. I am ridiculous. I'm still playing dress up
at life. I write instead of weeping. I weep instead of talking. I talk instead of laughing. I laugh as I live. And I do live - I live out loud. |
